#12303 - Would she be beautiful, would she teach me wonderful things to do, and would it be as great as I'd always heard it was? Suddenly I was sobered by a wretched thought, could I perform, would my body embarrass me when I needed it to work to perfection? It was a scary thought and I prayed that nothing would go wrong for I knew that I would never hear the end of it from my friends if word got out that I couldn't do the one thing that was as natural to men and women as flying was to a bird. Her other hand moved to other parts of my body, tracing patterns over my ass and along my back. The newness soon wore off and reality reminded me of just how little I knew of the world as I was busy learning what life as a sailor meant.